非常失望, not doing great

My chinese O wasnt great, never able to finish ... Going to do the best for the remaining time left.

There is nothing left much for me, 玩也过一天，忙也过一天，吃也过一天，睡也过一天 。。。

... ... ...

For tml,
加油！

生日快乐，it is like gala everyday

Today's my dad's b'dae, what i always does is dream ... never happens, i told him "爸啊，生日快乐。" I regretted not buying him a birthday cake, giving him a surprise, singing birthday song to him ... my bro did not want to help me out in singing. But the surprise to him was that he forgot his birthday, he thanked me. :)

昨天我去 zen's 家, after i left school at late evening. Played 3 games of pool, 1 game of table soccer and 1 game of air hockey. Joke from him enlighten the day of mine. (How u doing?)

前天跟弟从12am chat 到 4am .... my mature younger bro had help in opening the way of life by giving me advise. Through it, he shared what a brother i was when young. Hearing that, i told him i was sorry though not regretted for the things i had done. Because of the happy times with friends, i neglected my bro most of the time, i failed to be an example causing him to learn the wrong thing and to act wrongly. However, years past and never know that my bro is far more mature than me. (Looking up to you.)

To friends : 朋友们我们一起加油！do the best in Chinese O!

Fail ...

*sigh* ... failing CH (49%) when even the dog can pass in our class, i felt so lousy.

Work harder next time :) 加油！

Had my chinese mock exam, ... ARGH ..., headache ... i stared on the piece of paper for a while picking out the ones that i am going to write. i did 私函 and 议论文 ... did altogether onli two pieces of paper, wishing that i could score at least above 50% for this time.

MT o level coming soon.... i had to 加把尽 give it all my best!

Exam done.

Pract exam was one of the easy ones ... but because it was the 1st time having it for exam, i panicked. I was doing so slow that even JK noticed that i was doing very slowly ... I was trying to calm myself down, wishing nothing wrong went wrong.

*Phew* all went smoothly just that as my heart 加速 i sweat more, never finished 3 QN ... total of 4 marks sure to be gone.

June holiday coming up soon, 希望 everything would be great.

Kind soul

Tiffany asked if she was ok, yet the teacher never accept that concern from her.

Haiz ... that teacher so arrogant, deserve no shit lah. Just let the teacher rot, soon she will be able to live to correct way in her own life. She is sux! O.0

She has no skill in teaching.
She so arrogant, no respect at all.
She onli has knowledge.

Teacher shall upgrade themselves no matter what cert they have. She is too outdated, BTW she also got abit siao, asking me to pass the work to cheryl ... making cheryl to walk down to pass it to her. This not call siao, then call wat? Call Woodbridge.

If she born retard ... sad for her then, just find somewhere else for herself ... live life to fullest and not coming here to get insulted by students.

SS EXAM

I got owned by the Exam =.=

I have to prepare to go for mangrove cleaning soon, and get my eyes pierce through by the Aerial Roots.

LOL.

Watching WKUK all day long :)

Watch this WKUK Nigger slapping tits

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUCgqopTraM&NR=1

Chinese MYE Day

End of school is coming in just few month time, i felt soul drained away.

6.00

*Shower - 5min
*Have my breakfast and 2nd medication - 15 min
*Read my Chinese Dictionary (Forgotten words) - 30min

Took bus to school ....

7.35

*Keep phone in locker
*Went to second floor to put my back and went into exam hall

PAPER 1

Did Qn 3 ... I was very glad that i am able to write a good story ... Did Qn 2 ... (Never Finish) ... When handing up of papers ... I felt that i had written lots of crap T.T

PAPER 2
Omy ... The paper was tough, my brain went gong ... Empty mind. Just wish that can get a C5 or B4.

PAPER 3
Manageable.

1PM
Chat and have lunch with MH, ZK and JK ... (so glad that it just went all the way till 3pm, I am late for my class ^^)

3PM+
Reached home. Played my com. Take Medication. And sleep.

2nd Medication (I am tired of them.)

My First Medication (1 Week)

My Second Medication (1 Week)

I just wish that i would be healed. Pray for me, Thanks.

On Medication T.T

Painful rashes back again, got on medication again. At least this time is for a week, medication finishing in 4days ... No much effect.

Looking at the rashes at my back ... I felt like a monster.

I just wish that a doctor know what actually happened to me. I miss my beautiful and smooth back.

Jig Jig Jig Jig Jig Jig Jig

Childish

Today had fight with my bro ... hah, that was kid fight.

Scolding each other vaugarities, insulting each other. We laughed as we fight, i got myself injured and so is my bro. He won me, losing to a younger one is quite shameful so i told him "i let you onli"

I picked up my malay dictionary, i flipped here and there started reading the words written, and i learnt a word "Adek" ... calling younger brother, sister, also applied for relatives.

(Life is short, so enjoy)