Normal Day

I had once again forgotten the dream, but i also had more concern in my homework today. Even that i had done a bit of filing, finishing all hmk except ORCA, I still cannot sleep in peace. I had my lonely time in school doing A and E Math, then do filing for physic and geography. Hearing Farwin training their NCC (Sea) cadets, i felt so jelous. I thought of our company, how ridiculous is our man size and discipline. I thought of asking the commitee, they all wouldnt wanna waste time on that. Haiz ... Should I continue further studies so i could help our NCC or should I just aim for my ambition Policeman. I am worrying for the NCC Land company, i just wish they will have more commitment and take things seriously even thought it is not army.