God Gave Me Love, and People destroy it.

Yesterday, I went to CHC with Christopher. We was 15 minutes late for the service, hear about what the pastor teaching ... learning that, things we may not see now doesn't mean it does not exist, but it will only exist in your eyes when you know and feel it.

As I pray and speak to God ... God suddenly bring faith into my heart ... and the faith is to change Subra ... which i refuse to do it again ... as what pastor had share in his speech , i thought of listening to God and obey what he ask me to do ... And maybe changing Subra is something possible, what we see now is an irritating idiot ... we don't see his good doesn't mean he is bad. My Sister (Church Nun) told me that, if I had do my best and nothing change ... let God do the rest ... thinking, who the heck will change his bloody attitude.

It was quite a nice night, finding that Christopher's CG have members who are quite easy to socialise, any subject can make them chat for the whole time ... 10+PM .. okay time to go back.

On the train, we went to the middle connection of two unit, all of the guys there smell a man standing there smell like some shit. I took very long to notice the smell until the guy got off the train.

Reach home, home sweet home. My bro came to me asking me not to sleep on the floor as he wanted to sleep in the living room .... imagine how small my house is .... my mom came to me and ask me what happened to the handphone, i saw 'Check SIM' then i clicked, 'Emergency Call' i told my mom, ' Dun have SIM CARD ' ... my mom reply me, ' got!' i said again the same thing ... she say ' GOT LAH! ' .... I tried to open the phone cover, she say ' got lah! if inside have, how?! .... If have SIM CARD, i take all ur money out from ur bank! ' ... F*** the hell , i am pissed by her ... i reply ' I told u NO SIM rite?! ' I off the phone and gave back to her. she on it and it works like it got SIM CARD inside. She told me, ' the phone got prob thats y i ask u what happen, now can work liao i told you got SIM CARD ' .... i told my mom, ' Okay! U win, happy?! TAKE ALL YOU WANT! ' As if i love money, damn f***. She said, ' see now! u go there , now come back bad attitude! ' Actually this had happened about the second time already. I dunno why the fuck they got to have such idiotic mindset of Christianity. There is no Diff. between Catholic and Christian at all! We worship the same God ... She always think bad about christians ... fucking rumors! who The mother fucker who tried to be racist! why should they just find a reason and talk bad about other religions... She always speak something she doesn't do at all, as if she will really take the money...

A happy night had been turned hateful .... all thx to the fucking racist people. Slept in the living room with my younger brother ... chat from 12 to 2 am ... all about friends and a short conversation about magnets. HAHA... and then ready to go church in the morning 7.00 am.